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N W Raven
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I BECAME INSANE, WITH LONG INTERVALS OF HORRIBLE SANITY. --EDGAR ALAN POE
Hi! I'm N W Raven (short for Necolyne Willow, if you're wondering).
I'm an aspiring psychological suspense novelist. I passionately research my subjects and interact with my characters on a regular basis. I dabble a bit in steampunk and science fiction, too, but I've never gotten very far. Suspense and thriller novels seem to be my element. And depressing short stories. I'm also now trying my hand at romances, satires, and parodies -- three of my worst genres. I sincerely hope they don't suck. Fingers crossed!
You may find me to be quite strange, old-fashioned, and perhaps a bit creepy at times. No need to fear me, though. I'm only the psycho your parents warned you about. :D

Oh yeah. By the way, turn around. Yeah. I'm that shadow behind you. Hi.

DEATH be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee,
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

"Death Be Not Proud"
-- by John Donne
(1572-1631)


Favourite style of art: Anything Macabre or Abstract
Favourite cartoon anime/manga character: Shizuo, Kida, Slasher, and Celty from Durarara; Grell (manga version) and Alois from Kuroshitsuji; Dr. Tenma from MONSTER; and Greed and Alphonse from Fullmetal Alchemist (both series)
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I was very open in this. It took a lot for me to even say this much about myself. Enjoy it while you can. You usually can't get me to say ANYTHING regarding how I feel physically or emotionally.

I'm afraid of:

[] the dark (depends. Around me/in front of me, I'm fine. But if it's behind me I have a panic attack.)
[] staying single forever (The exact opposite. Forever is not my forte...)
[]being a parent
[x] giving birth (I'd rather adopt when i start thinking about that...)
[x] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders (Only the teensy ones)
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched (Not because of germs, just past things that have made me develop a personal bubble. I freak out if someone invades it.)
[] fire (Dude. I'm a pyromaniac...)
[] deep water
[] silk (Like soy milk? Or the fabric...)
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad
[] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places (Nope. I'm a bit psycho. I imagine what it would be like.)
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges (Sometimes.)
[x] death (I'm not afraid to die, just how it will happen.)
[] heaven
[] being robbed (I have bleach, a meat cleaver, and a meat tenderizer. I think I'll be okay.)
[] falling (Nope. I do it all the time.)
[] clowns (Not so much them as it is that you can't see their face behind the make-up. The only one I'm truly scared of is Ronald McDonald. I've thought he is a pedophile since I was little.)
[x] dolls (OH MY GOSH. YES. And wooden puppets. My only irrational fears.)
[x] large crowds of people (Biggest fear. I think it's because of my anxiety. I just can't handle it. I want to curl up in a ball.)
[x] men (Only certain ones. I hang out with more guys than girls, though. But some guys can actually just send me into a mental breakdown. It's not irrational: there are distinct reasons for this.)
[] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases (I have plenty already.)
[] sharks (Not anymore now that I understand why they attack.)
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] planes
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up
[] creepy noises in the night (Not scared. My body and mind just go on high-alert.)
[] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles (I've had so many IVs and blood/pregnancy tests that it doesn't even hurt anymore.)
[] blood (You think I would be because I used to be super-squeamish, but I actually like the smell of it. Okay, that came out more psycho than I intended...)   
[] dinosaurs
[] dead bodies
[] high speed (When I'm driving, yes.)
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets
[] my girlfriend/boyfriend
[] public speaking

TOTAL:

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 74 common fears".

[] If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
[] If you get more than 21, you're paranoid.
[] If you get 11-20, you are normal. (I did have only 10, but I went back and realized I had missed one of my biggest fears.)
[x] If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
[] If you get 0, you're lying

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hey, thank you SO much for the watch and the fave! Means a lot! ♥
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~e97852 May 3, 2013  Student Writer
AHHH!!! Thank you so much for the fave!!! It means so much! :) Keep on rocking!
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Thanks for the fave!
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*princessaquarius Apr 25, 2013  Professional Writer
Thank you for the fave on "Electra" ^_^
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Thank you for the watch. ^_^
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Thanks for the watch! :D
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~02AngelBaby75 Mar 30, 2013  Student Writer
Thanks so much for the fav!~ :hug:
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~chromegoddess Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you very much for the fav! ;)
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~chromegoddess Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
And the watch! Sorry, I'm slow today! :D
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~chromegoddess Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
In multiple, even! :heart:
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