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I was very open in this. It took a lot for me to even say this much about myself. Enjoy it while you can. You usually can't get me to say ANYTHING regarding how I feel physically or emotionally.

I'm afraid of:

[] the dark (depends. Around me/in front of me, I'm fine. But if it's behind me I have a panic attack.)
[] staying single forever (The exact opposite. Forever is not my forte...)
[]being a parent
[x] giving birth (I'd rather adopt when i start thinking about that...)
[x] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders (Only the teensy ones)
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched (Not because of germs, just past things that have made me develop a personal bubble. I freak out if someone invades it.)
[] fire (Dude. I'm a pyromaniac...)
[] deep water
[] silk (Like soy milk? Or the fabric...)
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad
[] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places (Nope. I'm a bit psycho. I imagine what it would be like.)
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges (Sometimes.)
[x] death (I'm not afraid to die, just how it will happen.)
[] heaven
[] being robbed (I have bleach, a meat cleaver, and a meat tenderizer. I think I'll be okay.)
[] falling (Nope. I do it all the time.)
[] clowns (Not so much them as it is that you can't see their face behind the make-up. The only one I'm truly scared of is Ronald McDonald. I've thought he is a pedophile since I was little.)
[x] dolls (OH MY GOSH. YES. And wooden puppets. My only irrational fears.)
[x] large crowds of people (Biggest fear. I think it's because of my anxiety. I just can't handle it. I want to curl up in a ball.)
[x] men (Only certain ones. I hang out with more guys than girls, though. But some guys can actually just send me into a mental breakdown. It's not irrational: there are distinct reasons for this.)
[] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases (I have plenty already.)
[] sharks (Not anymore now that I understand why they attack.)
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] planes
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up
[] creepy noises in the night (Not scared. My body and mind just go on high-alert.)
[] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles (I've had so many IVs and blood/pregnancy tests that it doesn't even hurt anymore.)
[] blood (You think I would be because I used to be super-squeamish, but I actually like the smell of it. _{Okay, that came out more psycho than I intended}...)   
[] dinosaurs
[] dead bodies
[] high speed (When I'm driving, yes.)
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secrets
[] my girlfriend/boyfriend
[] public speaking

TOTAL:

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 74 common fears".

[] If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
[] If you get more than 21, you're paranoid.
[] If you get 11-20, you are normal. (I did have only 10, but I went back and realized I had missed one of my biggest fears.)
[x] If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
[] If you get 0, you're lying